icedragon369

long time no talk

2009-03-28T16:17:20Z

oh well, it was bound to dwindle at one point or another

i don't know

2008-02-02T01:29:27Z

i haven't posted anything in a long ass time.... i figured i ought to, in order to feel less creepy about reading other people's lives weekly without making a contribution....

well no, not really. i don't know, i had the impression of some great unbelievably mind blowing thought. but i can't find it, so i don't know.

i find it ridiculous that this is the end of week 2 bt it feels more like the end of week 8. i'm frustrated ebcause i want to work on all my projects but the materials aren't here yet; because i have a vision that i can't seem to put into words and so people don't believe i will be able to accomplish it; because it feels like there's so much out there i've yet to explore but i'm stuck here.

not that the here and now isn't pleasant. at times it's unbelievably pleasant and i want time to stop. but then, then i'm alone, or at work, and it feels like a waste. whenever i'm alone and idle feels like a waste. it's funny that i should say that because i jst spent a couple of hours watching tv. it's the mindless repetition of work. dulls you down, makes you dumb, always same shit every day. and the frustration, oh god the frustration. and then you come to this: to enjoy a couple of hours in front of the tv, alone, with some ice cream cuz there's no hot chocolate left, enjoying some more mindlessness.

i hate it vehemently. i want to be out there, doing art, being important, leaving a mark on the world. but there are so so so many steps to take before that and they're frustrating, with the false lies of freedom at this level.

signing out,
icedragon369

Because every serious philosophical post needs to be followed by silliness

2007-08-20T04:00:17Z

i got the letter T, so here it is. and no i didn't cheat :P

1. The Shades of - Seven Stories to Nowhere
2. Teenagers - My Chemical Romance
3. Too Little too Late - Metric
4. Turn a Square - The Shins
5. Truth Hits Everybody - The Police
6. Title and Registration - Death Cab for Cutie
7. This Celluloid Dream - AFI
8. Transylvania - Iron Maiden
9. Today - The Smashing Pumpkins
10. That Time - Regina Spektor

...of course, many many many other great songs starting with the letter T were omitted :P

we are the children of the revolution.

2007-08-05T05:21:01Z

we? no, not we, but they. they were. what are we? no great war, no great ideological debate. then again i may be wrong. i may be simply misinformed. i might as well feel a general disillusionment.

i had a whole rant going but it got lost along the way. it drifted off with all the ideas of grandeur.

i want to be someone. je veux etre quelq'un. voglio...je veux...i want....vreau....is there nothing more? this is a tangent. random thoughts spewing out as i type type type. listening to random music playing.

i thought i had a great thought. i was reading umberto eco's "foucault's pendulum". i'm not done yet. it made me think, though. it really is a great book.

but what did it make me think of? many many things, gods, angels, theories, thesis, thoughts. where are we headed and what are we supposed to do once we get there? will we even know we're there. what do we have for our generation? they had the great wars. not that i envy them; i couldn't. it would conceited to do so. but i ask, what do we do? do we just trudge on through life mindlessly, or do we strive for greatness? i want to be remembered.

we keep progressing, ithis, ithat, to what? i feel lost. i lack a great purpose. where is my grand goal? maybe it's just the apathy of the age. the apathy of the age, or simply mine?

last minute

2007-06-22T20:53:15Z

so here i am, making the last (incidentally also the first) preparations for my departure tomorrow, and procrastinating on the internets, lol

packing is a hassle. it can be fun but its just too much running around and panicking about not forgetting anything. anyways.. i hope you all have a wonderful june/july aaaand i shall be seeing you in late july :D

have fun!

p.s. nicki's bbq was freaking awesome

long time, no....update?

2007-05-23T04:27:29Z

lol well, to be honest there isn't that much o say, i don't think

mostly turning nocturnal, sleeping for the better part of the day and staying up for most of the night, usual summer routine

anyhoo, i put my prints on ze internets, so that's happy. also, i got most of my final grades back, and they aren't too bad (that, again, is happy lol)

and and and killer headache

sumemr is fun and all, but jsut as i see in everyone's posts, i do miss seeing everyone more often.

parent's night tomorrow should be fun, i hope.

and...hmm....yeah no more news. i have the constant feeling that i'm forgetting things

oh welll, till enxt time,
toodles,
ralu

icedragon369 @ 2007-04-27T17:09:00

2007-04-27T21:20:23Z

it's funny how u can feel great one moment and then feel like shit once u do something stupid or once someone says something in particular

but...i won't get into some sad emo rant, i'm better than that, lol. instead i will talk about my hair

my hair is funny. i like it and it's intensely amusing. unfortunately i'm rather quite inept in the spiking domain (it will come my kitties, it will come). lol to be honest i rly like the fluffy. although the "liberty spikes" from today were INTENSE. lol but i dont think ill ever manage to do it on my own lol. either way, the "unicorn horn" is fun lol.

mmm cookies are good. yay, cookies=happy.

long time no see

2007-04-17T02:09:21Z

so i realized that i hadnt been here for a rather long long long time. and boy oh boy did i have things to read. lol.
uhm im not sure where im going with this. im not cracked out enough to make an interesting post. just tired to the point of uhm....this.

yes, the point of this. im not sure what i was talking about and im too lazy to reread previous paragraph to find out. moving on....i really have nothing to say, mostly procrastinating, so lateeer

on a side note....

(8) it's all good, it's all right, everybody gets laid tonight (8)

back

2007-03-19T00:48:52Z

so i'm back
so i don't wanna work
but that's fine
i'm re energized and there's like what, 7 weeks left? wootAGE. alllright, i'm off. that is all, lol.
toodes

11pm meditations

2007-03-14T03:12:14Z

hmm, so it's been a while. ive been waiting until i had something to say. truth is, i don't really. then again, i always end up writing more when i have nothing to say (or i think so, at the very least)

ever notice how looking at old pictures eiter makes you nostalgic or put things back in perspective or just makes u angry and bitter? yeah damn. oh well. im not bitter. just a bit sad. long story short, resumed in one word: london. and yet it was a happy time. meh.

so i'm going to new york tomorro and i gotta wake up at some ridiculous time like 5 or 5:30 and yet i'm still not sleeping, go figure. pretty predictable though.

and so i bid you adieu 'til monday or sunday night. when i come back to real life and discover i'm behind on lots and lots of work and will be sad again. till then, taa taa

toodles

icedragon369 @ 2007-02-25T12:26:00

2007-02-25T17:34:21Z

so what better day to start the day but by a random rambling on lj. i haven't been here in a while. i have soooo much work for this week and it's been making me melt (i'm melting! i'm melting! like the wicked witch of the west, albeit more slowly, and i do believe i'm not that wicked, lol).

i haaaave a research project due on thursday and it's big and has big shiny teeth and they're oh so sharp. man they're sharp. it's been gnawing on my shoulder -_-

oh well. i like modest mouse. they have cool music, yes

i saw this crazy dude on youtube that made awesome charcoal portraits. im inspired but i have no time. daaaamn i can't wait until next week for march break = one long week of sleep and seeing downtown friends that i haven't seen in waaaaaay too long. oh and caroline, but she's another matter completely, lol.

i must finish chapterhouse:dune and begin paradise lost and dante's divine comedy!

well, i'm off to random running around house figuring out the other stuff i have to do and eventually doing some more procrastination.

taa taa

icedragon369 @ 2007-02-11T10:39:00

2007-02-11T15:43:47Z

procrastination galore

THE LETTER A
Are you available?:no
What is your age?: 17
What annoys you?: hmm. sometimes nothing at all sometimes everything. usually stupidity
THE LETTER B
Do you live in a big house?: not really, no
When is your birthday?: may6
Who is your best friend?: 'tis a tough choice. i dont quite really "level" my friendships. i like friends ^^

THE LETTER C
What's your favorite candy? m&ms....oh wait no, the roumanian chocolate with rhum in it
Who's your crush?: My bf?
When was the last time you cried?this week due to insanity

THE LETTER D
Do you daydream?: often
What's your favorite kind of dog?: yorkshire terrier or the big fluffy ones for sheep (like the really huge ones, ya kno...)
What day of the week is it?: Sunday

THE LETTER E
How do you like your eggs?: not at all (unless it's the yolk and it's been boiled and and and uhm yeah ^o) hardboiled i guess)
Have you ever been in the emergency room?: yep
What's the easiest thing ever to do?:amuse others

THE LETTER F
Have you ever flown in a plane?: Yes
Do you use fly swatters?:sometimes
Have you ever used a foghorn?: mayhap mayhap

THE LETTER G
Do you chew gum?:rarely
Are you a giver or a taker?: Both
Do you like gummy candies?: YES

THE LETTER H
How are you?: procrastinating
What color is your hair?: at the moment? blonde with pink and random orange. usually dark brown (i think)

THE LETTER I
What's your favorite ice cream?: triple fudge/cookie dough/coffee
Have you ever ice skated?: yep. t'was fun...hmmm...ought to go again
Do you play an instrument?: Guitar/piano (or at least i pretend i do, loll)

THE LETTER J
What's your favorite jelly bean?: jelly belly!
Do you wear jewellery?: usually, when i rememeber to wear it

THE LETTER K
Whom do you want to kill?: no one in particular...(speaking of kill, crowbars are fun in halo2 :D)
Do you want kids?: i...don't know o.O
Where did you go for kindergarten?: uhm.....errr....forgotted the name

THE LETTER L
Are you laid back?: most of the time
Do you lie?: who doesn't? :P

THE LETTER M
Whats your favorite movie?: fight club...or or or rocky horror picture show or a clockwork orange or....ok ill stop there
Do you still watch Disney movies?: yep :D
Do you like mangos?: sure

THE LETTER N
Do you have a nickname?: Ralu/Dracula
Whats your favorite number?: multiples of 6 (369). and 13.
Do you prefer night over day?: yep

THE LETTER O
What's your one wish?: uuuhm....it won't come true if i say it :P
Are you an only child?: yep

THE LETTER P
What are your pet peeves?: err....dunno, there aren't that many. possibly bing tickled without end while being tied up *shrug
What's a personality trait you look for in people?: i rarely look for anything. lol. i'd say originality/caring tho

THE LETTER Q
What's your favorite quote?: "consistency is the last refuge of the unimaginative" - Oscar Wilde or "All art is quite useless." (Oscar Wilde is awesome, indeed)
Are you quick to judge people?: i have a first judgement that i impprove upon as i get to know them

THE LETTER R
Do you think you're always right?: Not always
Are you one to cry over a boy?:maybeh

THE LETTER S
Do you prefer sun or rain?: rain... i kinda like both equally tho
Do you like snow?: yep
What's your favorite season?: spring

The letter T
What time is it?: 10:36
What time did you wake up?: 8:56

THE LETTER U
Are you wearing underwear?: yep
Underwear or boxers?: underwear

THE LETTER V
What's the worst veggie: broccoli.
Where do you want to go on vacation?: hmm dunno. i love traveling. someplace warm.

THE LETTER W
What's your worst fear?: being left alone/abandoned

THE LETTER X
Have you ever had an x-ray?: yep
Have you seen the x-games?: nope
Do you own a xylophone?: i doubt it

THE LETTER Y
Do you like the color yellow?: sure, why not
What's one thing you yearn for?: errr.....to prove everyone who thought i cant make it as an artist wrong. basically success, i suppose

THE LETTER Z
Whats your zodiac sign?: Taurus
Do you believe in the zodiac?: does it say good things? then yes
Favorite zoo animal?: tiger. or random reptiles

i'm easily amused and just as easily distracted, lol

quizz time!

2007-02-06T19:05:39Z

Click here.
Take the quiz.
Post your results.
1) Is willyattar 1337? nope (haha pride destrrrroyed)
2) What song/movie would you recommend to jugod? something she hasn't seen yet? that's hard to find
3) Is noodlesmcfatty athletic? he practices jewdom
4) noodlesmcfatty's eye color? blue
5) Are lifelongmanic and noodlesmcfatty married? haha no
6) What would you do if omurinlangi died?
7) If noodlesmcfatty took over the world, who would suffer? males
8) Does bruneau have a dog? yep
9) Do you have a crush on noodlesmcfatty? nope
10) Is willyattar popular? maybeh
11) What rank would bruneau have in a giant robot army? robot general
12) If noodlesmcfatty and willyattar were spliced together, what would be its name? nibbletar
13) Does lifelongmanic drink? yes!!!
14) Does willyattar have a big secret? durh? wouldnt be a big secret if i knew it, now would it, mwahahaha
15) Is bruneau related to you? nope
16) What would you do if you found out willyattar has a crush on you? be in the exact situation i'm currently in?
17) Would you make out with willyattar? ...yes?
18) Which of your friends should omurinlangi go out with? nick
19) Is csaarevolver related to jugod? does their common hairstyle count?
20) lifelongmanic's hair color? chatain
21) What mental disorder does willyattar remind you of? .... judaism
22) If bruneau and noodlesmcfatty were spliced together, what would it be like? omg it would continually eat itself! like the great flying spaggheti monster!
23) What do you agree with noodlesmcfatty about? games are fun!
24) What would omurinlangi do differently in your shoes? dunno
25) Is lifelongmanic single? yeh
26) If bruneau was a superhero, who would be his/her archnemesis? anorexiaboy!
27) Is bruneau friends with omurinlangi? yep
28) What word best describes bruneau? hungry
29) Would you ever date csaarevolver? i dont think he's interested :P
30) How long would jugod dating bruneau last? not at all
31) Is noodlesmcfatty introverted or extroverted? introverted? maaybeh
32) If willyattar took over the world, who would be happy? will
33) What exotic animal would lifelongmanic like as a pet? giant radioactive parrot
34) What is bruneau's favorite movie? supersize me
35) Would omurinlangi and bruneau look good together? i'm afraid not
36) When did you last call lifelongmanic? not anytime soon if ever, msorry
37) Do you think willyattar is hot? maaaaaybeh :P
38) Is lifelongmanic a college student? yep
39) Would omurinlangi go out with csaarevolver? nope
40) How long have you known willyattar? since last semester
41) What is lifelongmanic's favorite band/artist? goo goo dolls
42) What is jugod's biggest flaw? she's flawless for she is god!
43) Is willyattar an emo? haha nope
44) Are noodlesmcfatty and jugod going steady? LOL nope
45) Do you have omurinlangi's screenname? shlee?
46) If noodlesmcfatty had a superpower, what would it be? the power to shoot noodles out of his fingertips
47) Would you wrestle noodlesmcfatty in jello? nop
48) Which president would csaarevolver be likely to idolize? dunno. a gay one?
49) Would noodlesmcfatty be a better ninja or pirate? ninja
50) If jugod commanded an army, who would be his/her followers? pirates from hell!
51) What planet should bruneau be from? from the moon cuz she thoought it was made out of cheese
52) How many monkeys could noodlesmcfatty fight at once and win against? maybe half a monkey
53) Is willyattar a nerd? nope
54) Thoughts on omurinlangi? poke! woot math!
55) Would you set up csaarevolver and jugod? lol nope
56) Where would bruneau most like to visit? capital of food: Gravy
57) Where was lifelongmanic born? longueil
58) Is noodlesmcfatty dead sexy? maybeh for jews?
59) What is csaarevolver's shoe size? much bigger than mine (13)
60) Is noodlesmcfatty in a relationship? yep
61) Could you see omurinlangi and jugod together? noooop
62) What video game does csaarevolver remind you of? castlevania
63) What comic book character would noodlesmcfatty be? the flash
64) What is jugod allergic to? onions
65) How tall is noodlesmcfatty? taller than me
66) Does willyattar go to your school? yeh
67) If omurinlangi were hanging off a cliff, what would lifelongmanic do? let her fall
68) How would willyattar kill jugod? i should hope not, for she is god!
69) What animal should csaarevolver be combined with? wolf?
70) What is jugod's favorite food? coke!
71) What is lifelongmanic's favorite color? green?
72) What is noodlesmcfatty's favorite game? rayman3
73) What languages does omurinlangi speak? englishful? with a twinge of ashfulness
74) What would willyattar think of omurinlangi? i asked but didn't pay attention when he answered
75) Did noodlesmcfatty break up with you? since we never dated, no?
76) Has lifelongmanic dyed their hair? nope
77) Would noodlesmcfatty and omurinlangi make a good couple? nope
78) What flavor of jello would noodlesmcfatty be? pink
79) Does lifelongmanic do drugs? nope (unless u count them prescription ones)
80) Does omurinlangi know bruneau? yes
81) Does jugod have a crush on willyattar? nope
82) What animal does bruneau remind you of? sloth
83) Where did you first meet lifelongmanic? at abbott!
84) If bruneau and jugod were siamese twins, where would they be joined? the head
85) Does willyattar smoke? nope
86) What would willyattar give csaarevolver for his/her birthday? cloud
87) One thing you can't stand about noodlesmcfatty? he's so damned jew
88) Do noodlesmcfatty and jugod go to the same school? yeh
89) Is lifelongmanic a high school student? nop
90) What color should lifelongmanic dye their hair? blue!
91) Is bruneau your best friend? not best
92) Does csaarevolver travel a lot? not that i know of (unles su count them daily trips to the lost land of where he lives)
93) Have you ever dated willyattar? and still am :D
94) Where was omurinlangi born? canada?
95) Has noodlesmcfatty been to your house/dorm? nope
96) What do you disagree with willyattar about? nothing comes to mind at the moment
97) How would bruneau conquer the world? by eating her nemesis
98) Are bruneau and lifelongmanic going out? not that i know of
99) Have you flirted with noodlesmcfatty? nope
100) One quality you find attractive in noodlesmcfatty? tuque

fun and games with them zodiac signs

2007-02-05T03:58:08Z

.:VIRGO:. The Virgin

Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now.
Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart.
Intellectual. Attractive.Poetic. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to
forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted.
Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.

.:SCORPIO:. The sex addict

Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy.. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict
future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get
what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long
relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.

.:LIBRA:. The best lover

Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love
is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness.
Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say
Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u
might end up crying... the most irresistible.

.:ARIES:. The Animal in bed

Outgoing. Lovable.
Spontanious. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips
to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in
long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed.

.:AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water

Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in
long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will
exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights
out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

.:GEMINI:. Does Twosomes

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed.
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out.
Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY
FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous.
Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST
IRRESISTABLE.

.:LEO:. The Lion in bed

Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have
fun. Is really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down
to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long
relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good
when found.

.:CANCER:. The Cutie

MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is
one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever
meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in
bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will
Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should
hold on to.

.:PISCES:. The Piece of ass

Caring and kind. Smart..
Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high ### appeal. Has
the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around.
Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good
in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life.
Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.

.:CAPRICORN The passioate Lover

Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships.
Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in
BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll
never forget. Smart.

.:TAURUS The Tramp

Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long
relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times
of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality.
Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever
meet! One of a kind. Not one to #### with. Are the most sexiest
people on earth!

.:SAGITTARIUS:. The Sexy one
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great
when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much
love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic.
Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun
and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will
ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say
Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna with you might end
up crying.

bouncy bouncy boing

2007-01-13T05:20:51Z

all is good and happy in ralu land at the moment

i'm happy enough to randomly post, but i don't have very much to say. that or i have so much i don't know what to start with, thus making my mind go boom. i was sure i was going to ramble for a long while.

let's just say that the i is in a happy place and is even happy about going back to abbott. that's right, i don't resent that at the moment. lol, i just hope im not coming down from this cloud anytime soon, if ever :P

and that's all for now
:D peace out

toodles!

_{wheee 'tis the 13th! too bad it isn't a friday, eh? :P}

new year!

2007-01-06T19:18:16Z

good morning one and all, should you consider 2pm morning, as i do, tehehehe

a bit late perhaps, but on this 6th of january i wish you a happy new year :D
mwahahaha

seeing old friends is awesome, especially when u havent spent any time with them for quite a while

i'm again broke, lol. but it was for a good cause (getting me stuff, among which the afi dvd and such other randomness)

aaaaaaand erm....hmm i do believe that's about it.....registration wasn't all too bad. i have fridays off again :D that is the most awesome. i didn't get the english class i wanted but whatever, it's not too bad of a schedule....if you overlook the 4 hour break on thursdays...oh well

well enjoy this last week of sweetness

on a side not, 'tis not freaking winter! there's grass, and it's GREEN, dammit!

MERRY XMAS!

2006-12-24T17:23:32Z

whoaaa the last entry was on crack!

anyways, wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays! :D

(enjoy responsibly? :P)

_{hoping everything will be better after this nice long break}

Christmas Time

2006-12-23T00:04:20Z

well hello...i've been meaning to write for the past couple of days, only to realize that i had so much to write about that in fact i had nothing. it's weird that way, but it does work out, i assure you.

i'm afraid that i really am a horrible person, lol. there are times when i should have been therre for some ppl but i wasnt mostly cuz i was afraid of making a bigger mess of things, but in retrospect i should have been there. and there are ppl i constantly seem to antagonize just by being, im sorry about that. there's also the ppl i antagonize on purpose, lol... then there are the ppl who dislike me cuz its fun disliking me (i can see why it would be amusing, lol)

i'm not sure where i'm going with this. it's not exactly a rant, not a whole "world hates me" talk. it's just i'm happy and sometimes i feel bad about it and sometimes i just don't give a shit about anything else.

what else...i've realised ppl are the same everywhere: no matter where you go there will always be the back stories, the intrigues, the fights and disagreements and stuff. its quite silly to think otherwise, i now realise...

i also realise that there's no point to what ive been saying....i think i just needed to get that out there lol...

well i really wanted to appologize to anyone whom i might have hurt/saddened unknowingly

also, Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays :D

songs!

2006-12-20T05:23:33Z

tehehe i couldnt help myself o.O

There won't be snow in Africa this Christmas time,
The greatest gift they'll get this year is icedragon369.

Do They Know It's Christmas
from the Christmas Song Generator.

...

yeah i really couldn't help myself at all

I'm dreaming of a white Icedragon369,
Just like the ones we used to know.

White Christmas
from the Christmas Song Generator.

Slowly fading blue

2006-12-17T19:28:14Z

allrighties...hmm these past two days passd so fast and so much stuff happened. haven't slept in my own bed for the past two days and i believe that since friday afternoon i haven't been home for more than 4 hours... it greatly amuses me...

anyhoo, so lots of fun fridya then saw Elisa, whom i hadn't sen in such such such a long time, on saturday...

aaaand what else...dunno...too lazy to go into details, besides they arent important to anyone but me, really...

still haven't recieved my final grades, which ticks me off a bit... and i need a job

yes....hmm this seemed much longer in my head. oh well

...

Then the heat disappears
And the mirage
Fades away

9am durrrrrh?

2006-12-15T14:12:38Z

whee so i have another song stuck in my head now Girl Inform Me by The Shins....yesterday it was Serre-Moi by Tryo

anyways thats soooo not why im writing. im writing now cuz its 9am and its disgustingly early i say! stupid dentist...although the new dentist is pretty cool. gonna go get mah fake half of a tooth polished (if u dunno the story im too lazy to type it and it sounds so funny without the details....anyhoooo)

moving on...i'm quite the obsessive person i realize. this semester it has been games mostly. does everyone know i got civ3? bwahahahha. it seems that at the begginning of the break, it is songs that torment me. ergo, should anyone want to reccomend to me "new" music (aka stuff i havent heard) and/or make me cds it would be greatly appreciated. why? cuz i love random music and i really like cds, so it all works out. this reminds me, i had a playlist that i havent finished and im supposed to give it to someone later possibly today and i cant find the songs i was planning on burning....hmmm....

esistential problems seem to resurface especially at 9 am....i really ought to be leaving in about 5 mins however, so that will have to wait until some other time im inclined to type abot it on lj.

whee today promises to be a good day, most especially after dentist cuz i get to sleep some more and eat chocolate. yaaaay

so i leave you with the lyrics to the shins' girl inform me just cuz it's so badly stuck in my head. and by badky stuck in my head i mean it's stuck there pretty good. like with super glue.....or should i say...uberglue? bwahahahhaha

Girl inform me all my senses warn me
Your clever eyes could easily disguise
Some backwards purpose
It's enough to make me nervous.
Do you harbor sighs, or spit in my eye

But your lips when we speak
Are the valleys and peaks of a mountain range on fire.
So let me walk these coals till you believe
I can cut the mustard well enough
Cause you know as soon as breathe we scrutinize

Unknown quotients, you must be using potions
How else could you tie my head to the sky
This new convection has left me wondering why
I can't concern myself with ordinary tripe.

Like what's this morning's paper got to say
And which brand of coffee to make
This is no umbrella to take into the wind
And before we begin is there nothing to kill this anxiety.

But your lips when we speak
Are the valleys and peaks of a mountain range on fire.
So let me walk these coals till you believe
I can cut the mustard well enough
Cause you know as soon as breathe we scrutinize
The paint away.

way out in the water...

2006-12-12T01:04:00Z

sleepy and alone tonight. i ate a lot ergo im sleepy. no one is online ergo im alone. haha sounds liek i have no life o.O anywaaaays hmm....lets see...i think i failed today's test again. i need to pass the exam. urgle.

on the bright side, i do believe i have over 80 in all of my other courses(or at least over 70, so i guess that makes me happy.

now, if only there was someone to talk to (apart from myself that is :P)

With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind

...im not obsessed, i swear! lol...good god i'm tired. can't wait until friday. friday never sounded so sweet before. oh who am i kidding,friday always sounds just as good. but its a particularily good one this week. why? cuz the exam will be over (and hopefully passed)

hmm i have the feeling that a rant might begin soon ergo, this is it for now.

toodles!

sunday morning

2006-12-10T17:59:35Z

already?!

oh, god damn. so much work to do, so little time and so muich lazy on my part. grrr.
chocolate! lion! i have all the motivational stuffs here but they just wont do the trick. week 15 is finished at least....but fuck i have to go welding again on monday and i must finish the "borg painting" as alex named it and and and cal :'(

lol, welll that's it for this "morning"'s rant...

toodles

durh?

2006-12-07T00:03:33Z

hmmk so i just overlooked my previous journal entry thingie and oh my! it really is on crack. well, derlirious to say the least. that and it ahs the same title as the entry before that, so i was really confused for bit. anyhooo.....i almost finished my welding project, yaaay. and tomorro i get to rewrite my essaya nd do ym art history exam. woot woot. and then i get to suffer for another 2 hours of call and be devastated by my idiocy at the end of it. yaay.

on the bright side, week 15 is almost done :D

bleh

2006-12-06T03:12:36Z

...tired

i ahd stuff to say, honest, it just sort of melted away....in a big fucking headache.

im going to appologize to everyone again, because i have, indeed, been more of a bitch than usual, and really, i shouldnt be taking my frustration/tiredness/stress out on anyone, so i'm sorry

i really really am....don't look at me that way :P

my conscience is catching up to me by giving me ugly nightmares and random chocking on own blood kinda stuff (quite literally)

i ahd an awesome idea "ralouh care instructions" . i was funy (no its not what you think, if youre thinking what i just thought of right now). and i was gonna write it out now, but im tired and lazy and tired and kinda sad. why sad you ask? cuz im stressed. and not jsut that, just everything. seeing ppl no happy makes me not happy.

and...well....yeah...ill shut up now before i say something particularily incriminating, as i usually do

good night